Alcoholic Mentality
The bottle begins to drain
And the regret pulses through my veigns
This is a tragedy not like the slit of a knife
But a hollow feeling of an empty life
A confused helpless mind does not realise
To continue, is to die
The intoxication soon overwhelms the soul
Causing reason to slip into an endless hole
That's fueled by the desperation
One understands when they feel helpless
Gratification comes quickly but slips
Even quicker out of an ultimate grip
So take this strife
Aid to push past this phase in life
As it's challenged every decision
For the scars rest inside the mind
And not raised skin from incisions
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Your words use to soothe my body in waves
Now their meaning burn in flames
I'm not wrapped in our eternity
As i am now overwhelmed with uncertainty
The separation of ourselves has broken through
A cold wall that shattered truth
We tore down our ways in place of
A pledge of silence
This burns a toll beneath the skin
As this peace of mind has been stretched thin
Forever questioned, Unending fear
has brought me here
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My Hatred
My hatred cannot be placed on another person
It's the burdon of my own personal diversion
Just like a flame burning soars into my every thought
The frustration spurs the destruction my hatred has brought
This long lasting hatred is not of fear
It's the man i see when i look into the mirror
Burning chances and claiming anything other
No need to wake up or take any bother
Yesterday's guilt has quickly stolen tomorrows glory
But when i look in the mirror, I never feel sorry
So my hatred burns when there's no image in place
Because if life is a marathon, i've already lost the race.
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